Sigh...

another long long time since the last time i post....

last night...
i had a dream about her..
and the dream is like , i'm driving.. then pick her up somewhere and we went out tgt o.o its kinda weird when i think about it =\
and its a long dream
we went like alot place , and i saw someone i knew in my dream too LOL
and there's a part where she compare her hand and mine ... =\
i hugged her in the dream too lol =\

sigh... i think its the power of "Jealousy"...
its been 2 years... i still cant let it go...
what can i do...
help mi...
tell mi...
anyone.

i am tired..

its been a long time since my last post o.o...

well... alot thing has happened -.-
especially in ms
and i'm tired... tired of trying to fix my relation with my close fren...
and i'm treated like nothing (: ...

well... i'm almost give up..
anything i do or wadever i do its the same , either no reply or jus 'orh'
like i'm jus a outsider~

well. wad can i do?
i dont know
and i'm very tired of it..

~.~

sem break now
so boring..
ytd went out with fren to movie.. well only ytd not boring =.=


today another boring day >.>...
sien nothing to say also
jus post cause very long haven post anything =\

Moody Day~

today she asked mi go "yamcha" >.< finally saw her after so long~ feel kinda happy~^^

i waited 1 hour at Old Town.. but nvm >.<
i feel happy can see her also~
lols , kinda dumb of mi

like always~ a boring day afterward

today got a Grammar Test at college~ and i amazingly scored 3/30 WTF , no one score higher than 10 mark anyways lols..

last saturday... i saw something which made my mood totaly oposite .. and the feeling is still continue until today.. i wish i can die... or maybe hit by something and forget everything happen to me....

i remember once i 'bang' my head on the wall
out of nowhere ...
but i only fainted awhile...
i still remember everything...
sigh...

hope my memory will gone someday...
at least she got ppl help her to forget everything.. not like me...





well.. i am kinda no mood now.. so that's all i can say...

Boring Day

25-March 2010....
wad a boring day ,
as always . i feel like i am invisible or a ghost around ppl , no one realize whether i am there or not , well.. i think i get used to it , since happen everytime .

Today class is not bad~ can play with the Flash XD and learned some new thing i guess. and everyone is same as always?~ maybe . but i think we are getting Far-er? huh... duno

reached home at 4.50 pm

she called mi today again when i was at college and i cant attend again .. i feel sorry about it >.<.. but dun worry ! whenever i am free i will go for sure!

Hi~!

Well , this is my 1st time making a blog >.< dun laugh at mi if it is weird or watsoever~ hello everyone! Dan is here! :D i'm starting my blog today but i dont have anything to write >.< geez, Oh , and also today is a boring day as always >.> i guess my fren having fun right now~ well , wad can i do?

i think that all for today ba